Testo Heartbreak Syndrome

Keep driving around east of our downtown
Every black jeep that I see is making me turn around
And I'm trying to let you go but I don't know how
I never like to be alone, with the ghosts at our house

And I tried to let you know that you don't really need the space
You thought that I would smile as I watched you walk away
And all of our friends try to get me to explain I just want to hold her close, tell her everything will be okay
I just want to hold her close, I

I'm in denial
It's been a while
Since you checked in with me
You missed my birthday
I put on a strong face
Why am I your enemy?

I'm at café Roze by myself three nights a week
And I'm trying not to text you to follow your boundaries
Thought that I would be the one you'd always need
You don't look me in the eyes as I cry on my knees
You don't look me in the eyes as I cry
I’m in denial
It's been a while
Since you checked in with me
You missed my birthday
I heard you were out late
Why am I your enemy?

I got diagnosed
With heartbreak syndrome
Can't this is killing me
Doc said it's probably best
To try and manage the stress
'Cause I can't let you leave
First

Are you driving around east of our downtown?
Every corner you see is going to turn around