Testo Hopeless?

The deeper i try to go, the shallower i find myself
i dance on the strings of selfishness, self-righteousness
imprisoned in my house of greed
entombed in torturous
envy
...i'm not free.
ambassador of arrogancy, every step a proud conspiracy
everything orbit me :emblem of hypocrisy imprisoned in my house of greed
entombed in tortuous
envy
...i'm not free.

(self-analysis - is it painful to hear? the diagnosis must be clear or the disease will never disappear)
strength of the strong; wisdom of the wise;
proven now: how long can you hold the mirror to your eyes?
Govinda.
Gauranga. hey Nitaichandra.
i'm
not helpless