Testo Lemme Go

I can feel that it's getting close
'Bout to have another episode
It ain't as easy as letting go
Inside I'm crying but you'll never know
Been asleep for weeks in the same fucking set of clothes
In my house, but I'm never home
Barely got the energy to write a fucking letter, no
Even if I want to leave here they won't me go Which sick am I, can you let me know?
Bipolar and skitzo, trust that I get 'em both
All this medication, I feel like I'm gettin' slow
Talkin' to a shrink but I'm never gettin' better though
I wanna leave, let me go
I can feel that it's getting close
Rock bottom's where I'm headed though
This pain I pray that you never know
If I had one wish no more tomorrow
Or no more pills that I'm forced to swallow
If I'm tapping out don't fuck around with me
Cause if you try to stop me you're coming down with me
I wanna try to find some new surroundings
But in a second they got you surrounded
This is all I wanna do about it Wanna hang my head in shame with a fucking noose around it
Lemme go
Just lemme go
Sorry
Just lemme go