Testo 3 Moods

I don't know who I see
Staring back at me
Through the smudges on the mirror
From the post-it notes that
You didn't mean, but I still believed
Why do I hold on when I'm just
Drowning myself in my sleep?
Liked me better back when you were okay with lying to me

I've only had 3 moods for 2 months and 1 week
Alone, and confused, and empty
I've never seen this side of me when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I'm breaking down and breaking up

Where do I go from here
Pull the calendar down
Full of things I planned for us
That you won't ever know about
How did it seem so real?
I can't figure it out Never been so sure of something
That was burning to the ground

I don't miss you
But I miss who I was with your arms around me

I've only had 3 moods for 2 months and 1 week
Alone, and confused, and empty
I've never seen this side of me when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I'm breaking down and breaking up

Like me better back when you were okay with lying to me

I've only had 3 moods for 2 months and 1 week
Alone, and confused, and empty
I've never seen this side of me when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I'm breaking down and breaking up