Testo I'm Weak Inside

Another day in this broke down place The towers grow and the skies are slowly replaced With the cold gray structures that lay to waste Everything that stands in the way Stare at the ground as I walk on by You make me sick and I hate what I feel inside As I lobby for acceptance, you know I've tried Another life for you to nullify I'm weak inside because I see the shape of things to come I'm weak inside because I don't change what's begun I'm weak inside because I hate what I've become I'm feeling empty as I struggle with my thoughts each day Just a drone who contributes to his own decay An apathist who's sweat and blood grease the wheels for pay Just a whore for the puppeteer to whom I obey And nothing changes...No nothing changed today I close my eyes and keep my mouth shut Why am I afraid to stand up and knock them down When I've been betrayed You've been conditioned to accept everything they say So I walk on but I start to stumble Through the ruins of a life that's troubled By the expectations I'm conditioned to struggle for My possessions leave me self-absorbed So many bombs I've left unblown The streets are crowded and I feel so all alone Stacking bricks that to this day remain unthrown Yet I'm the one to cast the first stone