Testo Surrender

My life reminds me of everything I said it wouldn't be
It's kinda sad to believe
Shooting for perfection would backfire on me
Only one thing left to try
I'm reaching for the white flag cause I'm

Ready to surrender
Can't do this by myself
My truth became a joke
But it ain't so funny from the end of my rope
Gets bad, hell I never knew
When you hit the bottom you've got more falling to do
Not quite ready to hold, still getting used to letting go

But I'm ready to surrender
Can't do this by myself
I'm hard-headed and it's hard for me
To ask for help

I'm ready to surrender
I can't do this by myself
I'm hard-headed and it's hard for me To ask for help

I've lost everything and I've fought this long enough to know
There ain't no winners
So I'm giving up cause I'm strong enough to surrender
When walls come down it hurts but you learn
To lay your hammer down