Testo Nothing

How can I be so happy
When I receive the love
But I can't give it back
I feel so sorry for the caring ones
Why do I break their heart
When they act so sweet

I think I should always go for a walk In the evening sun which reflects my thoughts
But memories will return again
I see no use of closing this page of my life

Is it really only you that I can't love no more
Or is it the illusion of what you were before
Life's not cold when you are alone
But I miss your touch when I'm at home

I wish I would feel nothing for you
I wouldn't dance in a crowd of happy eyes
Tonight

This time I'm caught in silence
I could be a lucky one if only love could fill my heart I'm not sure if I'm really yet
I wish I could throw it all away

See me torn apart in memories and feelings