Testo Sick And Disgusting

Remember the time when you said "Son it'll be alright"?
Remember the time you said "Son it'll be just fine"?
While I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough
And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved
I just wanna feel loved!

Remember the time when I said "God, I'm ready to die!"?
Remember the time when I said "God, Just take my life!"? Remember that time when I cried every single night!
And every thought about myself was out of spite!

Sick joke! Sick joke!
That's all I'll ever be to anyone!
That's all you'll ever be to anyone!
I'm nothing but sick & disgusting!

God I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die!
God I'm too much of a coward to give you my life
And I know I'm still gonna cry every single night!
But if you want me I'm gonna stay here until you say
"Son, your heart is mine"

Ahhh! God!
God!

Dad, I don't want to be sick & disgusting!
Daddy, I don't wanna be sick & disgusting!