Testo Fool‘s Paradise

Am I in another galaxy?
Am I in another world unable to see?
Don‘t leave me rot in the space in between
Stop it and don‘t claim I‘m mad

Are you feeling the yearning for the place to hide?
Are you hearing the pleading for being alone?
So I‘ll run and fall
So I‘ll stay and die
So you‘ll try to burke
So you‘ll know I won‘t wonder

Without bleed to be nursed
Without pain to be numb
Without you

Is somebody talking to me?
Are the words fading in the glow?
Don‘t leave me rot in the space in between
Stop it and don‘t say I‘m avid for drinks

Are you smelling the fear of breaking out? Are you tasting the tears I cried to seal the doors?

So I‘ll run and fall
So I‘ll stay and die
So you‘ll try to burke
So you‘ll know I won‘t wonder

Without nightmares to be abstracted
Without lies to be buried
Without you

If I could I‘d fly away
If I could I‘d come undone
If I could...
I‘d fuck you
I‘d kill you
I‘d throw you away

I call for your absence
I call for more inobservance

So I‘ll run and fall
So I‘ll stay and die
So you‘ll try to burke
So you‘ll know I won‘t wonder