Testo Inside Out

I′m inside the back of my mind
Breathing in, breathing out
To look fine outside
My skin's all sweaty and a knife won′t work
'Cause, yeah
Yeah
Fuck
Yeah
The back of my mind can't sit with us
′Cause sometimes it gets so dangerous
The voices keep saying that I can trust
Not you, baby, talking about
They enter back when I am sleeping
No rest ′cause they keep on creeping
They get to me, I start screamin', like
Ooh, baby, talking about

I need some quiet, can I have a second
To catch my breath?
Before we get to seven
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven
Try to think over you in the room
But I′m feelin' way too hot
Said I found the best of my life
Then slip back in some guy
Well, I can′t help if I can't love
But what if no one understands?
Can someone please hold my hand?
I′m so over this, over this

Push it to the side and leave it all behind
Yeah, two can lick my thighs
Said I found the best of my life
Then I slip back in some guy
But I can't help if I can't love
But what if no one understands?
Can′t you please hold my hand?
I′m so over this, over this

I think it's time to finally avoid you
But it′s been tough, but I look fine in your view
I shouldn't have left since I was never forced to
Stay, but it′s my focus, I love you
(Just) say what you want and do what you'd like
Nothing is perfect and that is all right
Say what you want and do what you′d like
But you can't take it back, I see the real you when you're off track

I need some quiet
To catch my breath
And I don′t know what to do
′Cause inside, I'm such a mess

Try to think over you and the room
But I′m feelin' way too hot
Said I found the best of my life
Then slip back in some guy
Well, I can′t help if I can't love
But what if no one understands?
Can someone please hold my hand?
I′m so over this, over this

Push it to the side and leave it all behind
Yeah, two can lick my thighs
Said I found the best of my life
And I slip back in some guy
I can't I help if I can't love
But what if no one understands?
Can someone please hold my hand?
I′m so over this, over this