Testo Thorns

I've been dead in this river for far too long but you haven't noticed
I feel like i'm dragging myself through thorns just to get you to notice
Oh mother i have failed you just like you knew you would
Left to wither within the thorns
The first child is reborn in scorn
Bathe me in your excuses as the cowards mourn
Idols of glass
Just fucking bury me Oh child i have failed you just like you knew i would
I don't know how it ever came to this
The disposable son
Idols of glass
Oh mother i have failed you
Oh father you have failed me
Just fucking bury me