Testo Awake

I wish I knew what you want
I'll ask next time we meet
I'll go back to sleep
And hope that you approach me in my dreams

As time stands still
All I feel is you moving in my bones
I ignore the pain Hoping it will go away
Its just a phase

I didn't invite it in
Its apart of me that never existed

Its with me all the time
And hurts the ones I love
In all the ways I brought you pain
That could never been undone
I was never alive
But i was still breathing
Every single word i said
I never believed in
I see you in my sleep
I see you in my dreams