Testo Shellfish

This has nothing to do with you I know where I'm going sunday windmill fish I'll move when the wind moves me I'll make a roadway from the shells (from my shells) I'm shellfish and not ready for you because you're not ready for me I'm not ready for me ever feel that way? maybe the treasusre will be full of people and we'll share our lives one day this has nothing to do with you I'll walk blind if I want to maybe I'll take a trip where all I see is blue and white make a boat of paper and wax just enough to get there (I won't want to return) discovered lots of clues but not the chest not the x still looking for the x this has a lot to do with you here's the note I never wrote preocupation has paid its price but... believe all of this has made me sick as well I'm shellfish I'm in the ocean I can't here you I don't know what I know anymore I'm not ready for me ever feel that way? triangle that consumed us like all those ships at sea what price to be opened? I'm drowning I'm breathing I'm living I'm dying frowning I'm smiling I'm laughing I'm trying shouting I'm screaming I'm happy I'm dreaming my nightmares are leaving It's dark and I'm tired the pain is receding I'm guilty for happy the cloud will not catch me I'm falling again I can't let water in I can't build a boat to return (I guess I got what I asked for) and I'll cry when I'm glad (because it's not what I'm used to) well here's my blue and white (not that different than when I started) I don't know I'm still young we'll make pirate hats and rule the sea I'm shellfish