Testo White Waves

Tie me up or step on my hands, force me to be calm
The panic room is crowded enough
It's been a while since I came home and cried along to a song
I don't want anything, don't feel anything, my heart's breaking into tin foil pieces.

The story is not written, there's nobody waiting, so easy to screw it all up
Repeating a pattern you saw in a movie, pretending like the rest of them Aren't you tired of hurting?
All the time I feel so lost but in this I am not alone
I guess that this is the status quo, get used to it or get lost
There's no way out of the wilderness, you can't just peek your head in
It will hunt you down, it will chew you up, it will swallow you
So say thank you

The story is not written, there's nobody waiting, so easy to screw it all up
Repeating a pattern you saw in a movie, pretending like the best of them
Aren't you tired of hurting?
I'm so tired of hurting

Lost carelessness turns to mental illness, when the summer's gone and we're growing old
There's no safety net, I am losing this bet, I can't be in control
We bitch and we whine until the end of our time, it's our generation's code or so I'm being told
Lost carelessness turns to mental illness, don't make me lose control