Testo So Young

caught up in a world of my own
I don’t know where to go
I’m falling in a space beyond here
a small jump, should I be feeling fear?
maybe I’m just thick and clueless
I get the blame for your bullshit
another day, another complaint
waiting on a better way
I feel so young, I’m useless
self-awareness been through this
I don’t wanna grow
I don’t wanna grow
I don’t wanna grow
grow old and not get through this

I may not be what you want me to be
I’m trying to be me
a failure in your eyes I see
that’s the price I pay to be free
endless heartache for no reason
I don’t even notice the season
maybe I am all about me I don’t know another way to be

I feel so young, I’m useless
self-awareness been through this
I don’t wanna grow
I don’t wanna grow
I don’t wanna grow
grow old and not get through this