Testo Happy Ending

I met God, just for a minute
Sat in his house, took a look around
And saw I didn't fit in
I tried love (I tried love)
Gave me something to believe in (Something to believe in)
Planning futures from the start, giving pieces of my heart
Just to end up leavin' (Just to end up leavin')
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
And will I ever know what it's like
To be fine without pretending that my skin isn't crawling
My demons are calling and tearing me to shreds
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?

I got high (I got high)
You can name it, I've tried it (You can name it, I've tried it)
But sure, I'm sober now and everybody's proud
But I miss my vices
And I tried to be your hero (And I tried to be your hero)
I lent you my voice (I lent you my voice)
I was your poster child, it was working for a while
But it didn't fill the void
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
And will I ever know what it's like
To be fine without pretending that my skin isn't crawling
My demons are calling and tearing me to shreds
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy, find my happy ending?

Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh
Find my happy ending
Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh
Find my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh
Trying to find my happy ending


Trying to find my happy ending