Testo Those Three Words

Those three words, I think that I've overused them
Maybe I've abused them, I just know that I've used them
But now they won't touch my lips unless they've been kissed from another
Yeah, I haven't been a boy since I lost my brother
It's more complicated than just one or two of us
There's so many things that are always happening at once
I was young and dumb and I didn't understand the value, the value of anything at all
You were some things too, but I can't bring myself to insult you
Blame is just a fickle thing
It was the wrong place, at the wrong time
The two of us weren't meant to find shelter and cover inside of each other
Even if for a time we did align, that's just the way it was and how it remains as the faces change
Sometimes I find what I needed, sometimes I find what I wanted but, time always seems to be playing games
At least that's what it seems to me
I didn't realize that I had changed and that what I thought was right was wrong now

I had become what I had lost, and she was the price that it cost
Only losing, and losing, and losing, again and again
He or she may not see, but we will remember the nights that we could not sleep

Where our hearts would be four times alone now for every single with them by our sides
You may smile, and you may laugh, but your eyes will never lie
And if you look hard enough, you'll find
You'll find it
At least you will, at least you will with mine
You can hide behind your eyes, that's what I'm doing with mine
You can hide, you can hide, you can hide, behind your eyes
That's what I'm doing in mine