Testo Slave Of Sadness

I used to hide in darkness
i used to live in pain
i used to sleep with sadness
and that's what i became

the wait is killing me (on repeat)

sometimes it seems that i'm giving up
it feels like i am not the only one

i fed my fantasies with deception
it's like a kinda cruel destination
cannot sleeping is turning an obsession
that i can't assimilate with full perception

i fed my fantasies with deception
i can't assimilate with full perception

feel alive (on repeat)

the wait is killing me (on repeat)
it's been a long time (i'm about to lose control)
yeah (i'm about to lose control)
i was expecting a life with you (i'm about to lose control)
and that is what i get? (i'm about to lose control)
cowards

i can't take it i won't pass the night
i won't keep up if i don't really feel alright
i can't take it no more i'm going mad
as long as you go away i'm gonna feel alive

i can't take it i won't pass the night
i won't keep up if i don't really feel alright
i can't take it no more i'm going mad
as long as you go away i'm gonna feel alive

cowards

i used to sleep with sadness
and that's what i became