Testo Yellow

A yellow haze hangs over me
Promised I would not get stuck
Every breath pulls me in deep
Now I don’t know what’s enough
Can’t get out it spins me ‘round
Took the pill, I can’t get out

You’re not my sickness, not my joy You’re the one thing I can’t destroy
Keep you hidden up my sleeve
Hide the one thing I can’t leave
Hide the one thing I don’t want
Hide myself from all your taunts

I always thought that I could stop myself
I saw the end
I went outside and called a friend but the world was quiet
And now I know
I’m spinning out of control

I wanna be alonе in this world
I’ll paint the walls black and white
You said that you’d be missing mе So I thought I would stick around
A young adult in yellow halls
Slip through the cracks, let me fall
Let me fall
Let me fall
Let me fall