Testo Losing Control

As I pull away
These grease up torn down driveway
So much has changed
A picture show of life that once was
Now in so much decay
Can't take back what you've taken away
So this is the end or where we begin?
Tossed by the wheel our fates are sealed
The empty light flickers
Another empty tank once filled with promise
Turn back to the same route
Turn back to the same routine
I ask for forgiveness for who I am not
Is it so much to ask of you?
Strike down another clock and buy me a second
Don't tell me that second chances are made for mistakes
And leave me to my ways of pretending that I should embrace

I don't know how to handle
Living in fear of losing connection
Losing control or
Losing it all Losing connection or
Losing it all