Testo Hard To Believe

Hard to believe
seven years went by this fast
hard to believe
all my friends are gone at last.
hard to believe
I built myself a lousy home
a pirate ship of styrofoam
a vessel everyone can see is sinking but me hard to believe
I'm sick
hard to believe
I'm no doctor
hard to believe
I'm a dead man
I'm a goner, a comet, a kickstand.
hard to believe
I can't make Pepsi out of wine
I've ended up as Frankenstein
the only thing you'd pay to see
is my monster killing me
and I asked for help a million times
the warning signs were those wrinkled lines
and you saw them every night I aged two years with every fight
I'm a blind giving tree that doesn't see when it's time to leave
and it's hard to believe
it's hard to believe...
[whine, whine, whine...]
all across the battlefield
my men are lying in their blood
so much suffering at my heels
even valiance sinks in mud.