Testo In My Grasp

I've been here before, did you know that? It's all I've ever been, you believe? can you see me? I've watched the wholeness relieve itself and conceive everybody's thoughts, and placed me anywhere it wanted. You'll see. I tried hard, did you know that? I lied down near these faces, near these places. I'm sure its better now, the pressure seems to lack. Aren't you lonely? There's so much less to think about, you warned me, but can you hear me screaming I'm so sure? Of everything I've ever said. Its like I'm hurrying and wishing you would turn around and focus on what we were talking about. I know I'm sad. I've watched this grow, and I'm likely to forget what you said. I'm so bad but you will leave me to hear to ponder what I'm going to do. How I should feel. I'll raise my hands and stare at the sky. Cause I'm constantly dreaming that all of what I want is in my grasp.