Testo Failed Again

Leave me hanging high and dry
There's really nothing left to say
The words seem to linger awhile
But the feeling never goes away
It's so easy when you get up and leave
Put up the wall and walk on by
Every time you push me away
I fall down hard something breaks
I feel confused and I feel ashamed
I'm the one you blame
I'm the one that failed you again

It's hard to say just what I believe
When all my dreams have turned out blind
Picking up the pieces of me
You've broken up and left behind
I may not seem like a sensitive guy
Nothing shows but wounds run deep
Every time you shove me aside
I bear the scars and those I keep

It's always me, it's me you blame Save yourself and leave me
Save yourself and leave your mess behind
Save yourself and leave me
Save yourself and say goodbye

Promise me the stars and the moon
I hope its gonna come round soon
Trying to live the life you'd approve
I guess I let myself down too
Kill myself to earn your love
Is it so hard to make it right
Every time you smack me around
I lose my faith and I fall down

I feel confused and I feel ashamed
It always ends the same
I'm the one that failed you again