Testo Ordinary Life

I can't switch off at midnight
Don't wanna turn off my life
'Cause I overthink all little things
Can't stop hearing this voice, telling me I got no choice
'Cause I dont believe all the things it says
I spend my day trying not to worry it away

I wish I could love my body, my mind Wake up and see myself from someone elses eyes
I wish I could heal these scars that I hide
I wish I could wake up to an ordinary life
And everything would be fine

Got no cure for anxiety
I don't fit in with society
'Cause ive never known a perfеct world, mm
I fear I've lost all emotion
I'm onе small drop in an ocean
'Cause those who once loved me have thrown me away

I still spend my day
Trying not to worry it away
I wish I could love my body, my mind
Wake up and see myself from someone elses eyes
I wish I could heal these scars that I hide
I wish I could wake up to an ordinary life

And maybe I'm wrong
Maybe I'm fine
I might be okay without an ordinary life