Testo Charm City

You held my hand for more than standard
I guess that's when I noticed you blushing in return
My beating heart took full advantage of what time it had
So when I left, it fucking burned

And that was all that it took to say ?forget about what I wanted?
Felt my hand push the world away 'til it found someone to hold
I spent the better half of a year in transit between to homes I never made
The city felt so damn deserted
And it seemed like no one cared at all about my leave
I know it's selfish but I figured I hear remorse from the friends I thought we close to me

Let me rephrase, to those who matter, you know your names are exempt from all this
I left anger a long time ago with the weight of regret
I won't let it near my family again