Testo Abyss

Stuck in a loop in cycle depression
Feel my body stressing
I can't sleep if I wake up from message of the movement of my lady
Feel my energy is fading
Feel my soul crying
Yet I'm still trying
I am not dying
Death kill, murder self from a voice that's up in my head Feel like I'm stuck in a bizz
Miss when I was just a kid
Nah I was the same then
Thinking same sin
Love my momma but I'm barely home cuz it bring up the same shit
Feeling worthless
Feeling trash because her man was on my ass and made me feel like I won't shit
When I was really just a kid
Constantly said, "I wouldn't make it in this world cuz I'm so forgetful"
Guess I'm better dead cuz my mental
Funny thing is nothing changed
I'm still forgetting everything but nigga look how far I came
And I ain't kill myself
No I ain't kill myself