Testo Awake

No please… again
I'm feeling bad again
Even tonight the monster is coming
Something's moving inside and outside of me
Bastard of a demon who don't leave me alone
Leave me..let me sleep... I'm so tired... exhausted
Just want to sleep, just sleep…I closed my eyes
But this darkness is so blinding, so blinding I'm fading into a terryfing silence
I don't know who I am anymore
Fear… I hear echoes from the night
Mortals echoes… like thousand infernal drums
Each step so close… and deeper… deeper
In my chest I feel a fiery dart
My Breath is trapped into a trembly body
That's no longer mine
Cold arms… marble arms
My heart is a drum played by an insane
Anxius… I cannot breathe
Feeling pain…so pain…
Need to scream, need to cry
Shame on me…I drowned in my own sweat
Fear… anguish… I'm feeling bad… I'm feeling bad… I don't want to die