Testo Secrets & Lives

Turning up,
In the middle of the night,
My hair is wet,
My hands are tied,
And I am only half a person,
Now that you are gone,

And I deal with it so quietly I cry over the smallest thing,
Right about now,
Choking up as I sing,

And I'm living a secret life,
Living a secret life,
Behind this door,
Where nobody knows my mind.
(Or where I hide)

Slicing into the middle of my arm,
My blade is sharp,
My skin so warm,
And I am only half a person,
Now that you are gone, And I deal with it so quietly.

I cry over the smallest thing,
Right about now,
Choking up as I sing,

And I'm living a secret life,
Living a secret life,
Behind this door,
Where nobody knows that I'm living,
A secret life,
Living a secret life,
Behind this door,
Where nobody knows,

Who I am,
Or what I'm going through and I'm living,
A secret life,
Living a secret life,
Behind this door,
Where nobody knows my mind.