Testo Don't Wait Up

My friends don't show out
I'm doing better than them
Doesn't that mean I don't need help?
I know I put you through hell
But I can't say no when it comes to breaking myself

I'll see someone when the sun comes up
But if I'm gonna make it through the night I gotta drink 'till I'm numb

Baby, don't wait up for me tonight
In the cold, until morning
Told you there was something wrong with me
I gotta drown all my feelings
And I don't want to be to be the one
That has to say, "I told you so"
Baby, don't wait up for me tonight
In the cold, until morning

What if the pills make me numb?
How are you gonna love me if I'm not myself?
What if there's nothing wrong?
Maybe I've just been an asshole all along
I'll see someone when the sun comes up
But if I'm gonna make it through the night
I gotta drink 'till I'm numb

Baby, don't wait up for me tonight
In the cold, until morning
Told you there was something wrong with me
I gotta drown all my feelings
And I don't want to be to be the one
That has to say, "I told you so"
Baby, don't wait up for me tonight
In the cold, until morning

I got fucked up and threw up my shoes again
And I fucked up your [?]bra strap before you left
Said, grow up and give a fuck or I'll leave you here
But I'll never know what you saw in me, dear
But I'll never know what you saw in me, dear

Baby, don't wait up for me tonight
In the cold, until morning
Told you there was something wrong with me
I gotta drown all my feelings
And I don't want to be to be the one
That has to say, "I told you so"
Baby, don't wait up for me tonight
In the cold, until morning