Testo Lonely Cry

In my hands, I'm holding
All the fire and it hurts
In my heart, I'm bleeding
In the silence after words
In my mind, maybe this time
I left this drug to leave him
But in my chest, I'm feeling
Like I'm still believing
That I need him, I need him
Like I need a mirror when I'm falling
It's deceiving, [?]
I'm thinking, don't know if I'm dreaming

Why don't you realize
When you look at me
I hear a lonely cry
Looking at your eyes
I live and hope
That they'll come alive
I'm your longest shadow
I know wherever you'll go, I'll go
I'm on the outside Like a lonely cry

He's in my blood, I'm grieving
For the life I left behind
And in my sleep, I'm needing
To escape this heart and mind
In my life I'll pay the price
To be a fool for his love
For my mouth, I'm feeding
On the trail of his lies

I need him, I need him
Like I need a mirror when I'm falling
It's deceiving as we give in
Slow down, wake me if I'm dreaming

Why don't you realize
When you look at me
I hear a lonely cry
Looking at your eyes
I live and hope
That they'll come alive
I'm your longest shadow
I know wherever you'll go, I'll go
I'm on the outside
Like a lonely cry

I look back and I don't know
I don't know right from wrong
No matter where you go
I'll be coming along
Cause in my heart, in my mind
In my chest I feel it
No matter where you go

Why don't you realize
When you look at me
I hear a lonely cry
Looking at your eyes
I live and hope
That they'll come alive
I'm your longest shadow
I know wherever you'll go, I'll go
I'm on the outside
Like a lonely cry

Like a lonely cry
Like a lonely cry
Like a lonely cry