Testo S.I.S.

This sucks
But I'm here again
I hope it's okay
To tell you where I've been

And I
Don't have the words
To say where it hurts But it just never ends

And I hope this isn't a weight to your load
But I don't have anywhere else to go

It's 3:05 in the morning, and I can't
Seem to get to sleep, but
Good Lord knows that I'm trying
I just don't know how to fight it

Another night pulling from the bottle
That I should pour down the sink, but
Don't want you to see what I'm hiding
I'd rather just suffer in silence
Don't know
How to ask for help
When I have found
I'm losing myself

And I don't know where it all went so wrong
And it feels so selfish to say I'm alone

It's 3:05 in the morning, and I can't
Seem to get to sleep, but
Good Lord knows that I'm trying
I just don't know how to fight it

Another night pulling from the bottle
That I should pour down the sink, but
Don't want you to see what I'm hiding
I'd rather just suffer in silence

Then she said
Don't underestimate these feelings you got
Coming up
Don't give them too much credit
'Cause they'll start to lie when they want
And when the tough gets going, might as well
Go and get tough

You're my brother
If you don't got me, then who do you got?
You're not a burden
I'm glad to know, 'cause it seems like a lot
I swear to God, my heart is breaking with you right where you are

And if I could, you know I would crawl
Straight through the phone
And punch your face, 'cause you know
That you're never alone
Then I cried, I wiped my eyes
Said I was coming home

It's 3:05 in the morning, and I can't
Seem to get to sleep, but
Good Lord knows that I'm trying
I just don't know how to fight it

Another night pulling from the bottle
That I should pour down the sink, but
Don't want you to see what I'm hiding
I'd rather just suffer in silence