Testo Once

To kill myself just to feel alive again
to plunge down into hell to feel heavenly once
to starve myself to death just to feel full once
to tear myself apart to pieces to feel whole once

not one step closer to forgiving
just going on and passing each of the nine circles
closer to death itself
"it´s over" she whispered gravely
and again the worms left their caves
to eat me from the inside
eat up every single emotion
and let me fall again
dragging me with you
die for me, die in me
let your death
be my birth again

not one step closer

just going on
and passing each of the nine circles closer to death itself

and it´s dragging me with you