Testo Mind Maze

I'm losing all direction,
slipping into quicksand
I've shattered the illusion
seen behind the curtain

I'm disenchanted

Dancing on a wire, juggling desire
Every hit gets harder
when you're fighting without armor

I'm disheartened

Do I start over, rediscover?
Submit to the sweet surrender

It's a mind maze,
all these head games
Caught in a cage
a complex cage
Am I a car on fire?
Will I be devoured? I gotta free myself and get out of my own way

I used to be so sparkling,
but now it's not so charming
What used to stimulate me
now can barely wake me

I'm unresponsive

Will I find salvation,
some kind of moderation?
Spinning all these plates is
gonna be a challenge

A delicate balance

So do I start over, rediscover?
Submit to the sweet surrender

It's a mind maze,
all these head games
Caught in a cage,
a complex cage
Am I a car on fire?
Will I be devoured?
I gotta free myself and get out of my own way

Get out of my own way
Get out of my own way
Get out of my own way

Do I start over, re-rediscover?
I submit to your, your sweet surrender
Your sweet surrender
Your sweet surrender, no...