Testo Indecision

the time
the time has come
and here, i'm seen as one
whose words can not be true
whose lies are worthless too
and i look into my decision
should i say my indecision's my life
and i know nothing ever changes but how many time's i've changed my mind
and i can say that i've been told a lot
like what is good and what is not
why don't i have what he has got
and is that even what i want
i worry for my sanity
they want what you don't wanna be
that you don't love me
you love me
and they don't mean it
mean it
mean it

i dream but i don't sleep
can't fall, i'm in too deep i bleed but i don't hurt
i scream but can't be heard
and i look into my decision
should i say my indecision's my life
and i know nothing ever changes
but how many time's i've changed my mind
and i can say that i've been told a lot
like what is good and what is not
why don't i have what he has got
and is that even what i want
i worry for my sanity
they want what you don't wanna be
that you don't love me
you love me
and they don't mean it
mean it
mean it