Testo Alive

I'm surprised by the sun everyday I wake up
I'm surprised by waking up
I'm surprised to see my blood still running through, erupt me
Think I must have died but
I'm surprised to sledge (?) upon a darkness night
I have cried a well of poisoned tears
I'm surprised that your skin can let in so much sin
But I know I'm still alive
Looks like I'm alive
Looks like I'm alive
Looks like I'm alive
Looks like I'm alive

I have tried to understand the hardest riddles
Love and hate beloved and strange
And I am tired but I know how to stop with ??? dried (?)
Now I know I'm still alive

Looks like I'm alive
Looks like I'm alive
Looks like I'm alive
Looks like I'm alive
Alive
Alive
Alive