Testo Loose Ends

I can't read minds but the words of some
have made me realize that you've already
turned the light out on me (please don't give up on me)
but i'm not a lost cause
i've just been asleep
but i'm finally waking up

i want you to have faith in me
the frustration of trying to un-do
eighteen years of giving up
weighs heavy on me in more ways than
you could ever UNDERSTAND
but i've had enough of giving up
i've had enough of never being good enough
for everyone but especially for myself
the buck stops here, the blame is mine to bare
i'm living my life now for everyday (FOR EVERY DAY)


this song is for all the good words i always lacked
for all the days i just spent sitting back
to all the friends who will continue to stay lost this is all i have to give, take it or leave it

i hope to make amends someday (until then)