Testo Everything's Eventual

If this is where your life begins, that's okay
Not everyone starts on a blank page
Know I've wasted years feeling bad about feeling bad
About the time that's gone away
But it's gone and it's over
It's never returning
And you and me, we're not dead yet
So pull it together 'Cause we've got a long way to go
Before the sun's gonna show

These days when I was anxious and I couldn't say a single thing to anyone
Because they all seemed much more worthwhile than me
I don't wish them on anyone
But now they are leaving
Though some are still seething inside me, I know they'll soon rest
'Cause if we wait here in the dark any longer
Our mistakes will take all we have left
And I can't handle that