Testo I Disappear

I’ve lost myself again
Just felt this way for far too long
Restless and suffering
Seems there’s no place where i belong
I drove the nails through my own hands
I can’t run or hide from this no more
It’s time to wake up, I am done for
My lungs collapsed, My hearts detached
I can’t escape from my mind
I sink into the floor

Trapped in this cage
So disengaged
I just want to go to sleep forevermore

Apathy has destroyed the things i used to love
No passion left, one more emotion devoid of
No tears to cry, I’m just an empty shell inside
My tongue is tied, I’ll sit in silence cold outside

When i close my eyes
I feel a pain so deep It cuts me like a knife
And brings me to my knees

And even though I’ve tried
To break away from here
I just slip back again
Until i disappear

I am a waste of breath
Been fucking useless far too long
Sometimes i pray for death
To take his hand undo my wrongs
I tied this noose around my neck
Take a blade and sever skin from bone
Is this the end, I’m all alone

I can’t erase these thoughts
They’ve just been lingering for far too long
My mind’s against me
I will never find the place where I belong
I’ve lost myself again
Just felt this way for far too long
Restless and suffering
Seems there’s no place where i belong

I drove these nails through my own hands
I feel the poison pulsing through my veins my body’s shaking

My lungs collapse
My conscience weighs me down I’m scum
My hearts detached
I’ve lost all feeling i’m so numb

Alone I fade away.