Testo Oh God

I look at you and I know how I felt
All those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
Oh, I'm swallowed up whole by this Catholic guilt

Oh, God
Oh, God

If I always do what I'm told I'll be bitter at 50 years old
Oh, I wasted my youth
Wasted my time
I wasted my worry on the little things
If you always just laugh it off
I won't be opening up
We kissed on the bed
It messed with my head
Does that mean nothing to you?

I look at you and I know how I felt
All those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
I'm swallowed up whole by this Catholic guilt

I don't want to think about it I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
Oh, God

I'm trying to shake off the shame
When I'm wearing nothing but blame
Not easy cause when I close my eyes
I just think of touching you
This can't be easy on his side
Laying there motionless each night
A head full of heat, skin, sweat and sin
Tangled up feet and I'm clutching at sheets thinking

I look at her and I know how I felt
All those summers ago then I swore not to tell
I'm swallowed up by this Catholic guilt

Oh, God
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it