Testo Confused

I've been through so many changes I don't know which way to go Yet I've got it so together I can see with my eyes open or with my eyes closed Late at night I cry and wonder why my life's goin', goin' nowhere But during the day everything is okay, I'm having it my way, I say My teachers tell me that I am a lost soul, in a black hole But my mind, it tells me that I'm doing just fine Oh if everything is peachy, why can't anybody reach me I've always said I don't need anybody else Chorus: I'm so confused So confused And I'm destined to lose Unless I follow another way Spent all my time lookin' for something never knew what for Tried out all the options just to find that more pain and hurt was in store Been through it all, but the one thing that I still run from is you Still I remember 'bout all the things my momma said that you could do She said that if I only let you in my life You could take away the sorrow and the emptiness inside But to be true, the life I'm living, it's hard to let it go Though I've spent my whole life learning, there's so much that I don't know (chorus x2) I hear you calling, telling me to leave it all behind If I could only find the answers to the questions in my mind I wonder could it be my mind's not meant to understand Maybe I should go with my heart and put my life in your hands Surrender to you (chorus out)