Testo Toxic In You

I can take another hit, another hit
Overdose 'till you make me sick, make me sick
But you know I don't love the shame in my brain
When I put you inside my veins
I can't take it anymore, anymore
Will I ever even make it out the door?
'Cause all this fuckin' and fighting
That I keep inviting could lead me to my grave
Now I'm self-medicatin'
Because I love the pain
Self-medicatin'

I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me down and twist me up, until I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you
I guess I'll asphyxiate, let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue, don't know what to do
I just love the toxic in you

Breaking habits, never been my claim to fame
My straight jacket holds me tight, says "I'm okay" Locked myself in prison and then I threw away the key
The fighting that I keep inviting could lead me to my grave

I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me down and twist me up, until I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you
I guess I'll asphyxiate, let my heart break straight in two
And I'm turning blue, don't know what to do
I just love the toxic in you

I can take another hit, another hit
Overdose 'till you make me sick, make me sick
But you know I don't love the shame in my brain
When I put you inside my veins