Testo Who I Am

There is something with anger, depression and pain There is something going on, what I can`t explain And everytime, when I am happy and I feel well Something special happens kick me back to hell Everytime when I feel fine there is still pain One sentense couldn´t change it, I can´t explain I can´t explain what´s going on am I just a toy Who can`t thing, the hand on strings, no joy Many bad experience makes me feel so hard But I don´t wanna give up don´t wanna get apart And I hate the humans, they walk in a convoy I don´t wanna be abuse, I am not your boy Always thought that I could achieve everything So I gave what I had to give and got nothing And all my visions they are dead Someone had cut it of and stole my (bloody) head ???Who am I??? I´m not your boy