Testo Dead Eyes

I see dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I'll find my way to idolize it
In my eyes I'll reach the sky

Running out of breath I've been running out of energy
Telling all your friends you don't want to be a friend to me
You making up lies, why am I getting all the penalties? I wanna talk about us without talking to an enemy

I have been broken down like my food in my stomach
Hating these feelings, but act like I love it
I don't wanna cheat nah, I want fair play
I don't wanna crash land, like an airplane

I want you back but when you act like that
Like a one sided talk you dont call me back
Yeah at times were hard and when you left they got harder
My bed got colder and my room got darker

I'm still in love I know so are you
Why pray for the rain when our skies were blue?
I'm still in love I know so are you Let's talk tonight and we can talk it through

I see dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I'll find my way to idolize it
In my eyes I'll reach the sky

Tell me if I'm lost and all the days it took
I gave it all I had without a second look
And I need breathing room if I don't see you soon
I think I'll die inside, I'll blame it all on you

I think I'm done for good
It happened faster than it should
And now it's upside down
I must have misunderstood

But I still wish you were here
And maybe one day you will
And while I wait for you I'll pop another pill

Black long sleeve
I can see you're freezing
You know I'll stop your bleeding
Let's not make this hard
Let's just hit restart
Messed up badly
How'd this all happen?
This world's a mess
So please don't leave us stranded

I'm swimming in the ocean of fear
Back where I started no closer each year
I think maybe you'll start to disappear
As I cope with these emotions I don't wanna get closer, I see

Dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it is not alright
I'll find my way to idolize it
In my eyes I'll reach the sky

Dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I'll find my way to idolize it
In my eyes I'll reach the sky