Testo Holy Shit

When I get out of my way
Better things appear
But they always fade away
When I think I'm in the clear
Everyday it comes
It tries to keep me down
I can keep on playing dumb
Or I can get up off the ground
Oh my God
I just wanna give up
But I remember how long I've been fighting
Like holy shit
I must be built for this
'Cause I'm either shooting a bullseye
Or trying to miss
Am I trying to miss?

Was I wasted when I called?
Or was it all a dream
Did you say pride before the fall?
'Cause I don't know what that means
I don't know anything Or I think I know it all
But when I'm standing on my feet
I can see over every wall

Oh my God
I just wanna give up
But I remember how long I've been fighting
Like holy shit
I must be built for this
'Cause I'm either shooting a bullseye
Or trying to miss
Am I trying to miss?

Always overthinking
Lose what I believe in
Always trying to shut it off

Oh my God
I just wanna give up
But I remember how long I've been fighting
Like holy shit
I must be built for this
'Cause I'm either shooting a bullseye
Or trying to miss
Am I trying to miss?