Testo You Don't

I've been overthinking
I know it's a me thing
Close my eyes and see your face
I could stay right here for days
Picturing you happy
Somewhere looking at me
Wonder if it ever works
Waiting on the Universe
I care
Even in the moments when you're not there
You won't ever notice that I'm so scared
I just wanna hold you close
Even when it feels like such a nightmare
I just wanna wake up to your brown hair
I just wanna tell you that it's unfair
I just wanna call you home
Even when I know you don't

Stuck inside a feeling
I don't need a reason
(I don't need a reason)
I guess it kinda makes me sad (Does it make you sad?)
Whenever anybody asks
(Everybody asks)
About the way it ended
(Don't know why we ended)
I say I was selfish
(No one really gets it)
And even when you didn't call
(I really thought you'd call)
I still defend you after all

Cause I care
Even in the moments when you're not there
You won't ever notice that I'm so scared
I just wanna hold you close
Even when it feels like such a nightmare
I just wanna wake up to your brown hair
I just wanna tell you that it's unfair
I just wanna call you home
Even when I know you don't

(Ooh)
I'm trying regardless
Even when I know you won't
(Ooh)
If I'm being honest

I care
Even in the moments when you're not there
You won't ever notice that I'm so scared
I just wanna hold you close
Even when it feels like such a nightmare
I just wanna wake up to your brown hair
I just wanna tell you that it's unfair
I just wanna come back home
Even when I know you don't