Testo Dreaming

I'm writing to you, 'cause I think it's long overdue.
For eighteen years I've held this in,
for eighteen years I've wondered what could have been.

Would you have loved me? Would you be proud of who I am?
I still think of you every day.
Would you have loved me? Would you be proud of who I am?
I still think of you with every day that passes by.
I thought I saw you yesterday, but you looked right through me.
I must have been just dreaming.
'Cause I screamed your name at the top of my lungs..
'till my throat filled up with blood, but you never turned your head.
I guess I must have been dreaming.

They say it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all,
than to never have loved at all.. but wouldn't it be better if we could hold on forever?
They say it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all,
than to never have loved at all.. but wouldn't it be better if we could hold on forever?

I thought I saw you yesterday, but I must have been dreaming,
'cause I just woke up.