Testo Double A Crash

This isn't happening...
This is the fullest point of empty, and I couldn't ask for more
(But who am I?)
But who am I to judge you? This night has made decisions on it's own...

And I'll wait this out, with an open mind
And desire not to lose myself constructing this night's lie
And I'll write this out, I'll make up your mind 'Cuz I'm sad to say that I've found my place and it's meaning less each time
(And I've made this clear, you've made this yours,
Your fault is becoming your shame...)

And don't you to lie to me...
'Till you've made sense of what's happening
How seldom are we silent? How long 'till we believe?
And I'm missing your persistance
While I'm giving this my best
Just make believe you're justifying everything you did...

I'd rather live without, then bleed this broken blood
I'd rather die alone, then die beside myself
...This is the best time that you'll ever have
...This is the only life you'll ever live This is the rise before the fall.

Right now, we live for no one...

We'll paint this red, and we'll call it in the air
We'll sign off on the day you shed your skin,
Today your skin was shed.

Find your balance, lost and found your blues have been marooned,
No resolution, this is the rise before the fall