Testo Surface Envy

Throw me a rope, get me a line
I haven't seen daylight in what must be days
I took the long way down, was tracking myself
Confidence fell down the steepest of slopes
But if you get me a line, write me a note
[?] now I could do more
I feel so much stronger now that you're here
We've got so much to do, let me make that clear
We win, we lose
Only together do we break the rules
We win, we lose
Only together do we make the rules

I'm breaking the surface, tasting the air
Reaching for things that I could never before
The anchor is heavy, I can't hold the weight
They're pulling me down, won't let me be myself
[?] all in, fuck you all up
We're going too fast and holding me back
I push twice as hard, so what do you see?
And the past falls away to the bottom of the deep
We win, we lose
Only together do we break the rules
We win, we lose
Only together do we make the rules

We win, we lose
Only together do we break the rules
We win, we lose
Only together do we make the rules

We live — say goodbye to your old way of life
I can breathe way up high, now it's our turn to fly