Testo Deep Diving

I had a premonition
Sittin', drinking in the kitchen
Singing away, oh
Yeah, I'm torn between decisions
And is anybody listening?
When I say

I'm smiling on the surface 'Cause I'm way too proud
Accidentally on purpose
I'm throwing it down

I'm deep diving
Drowning in my feels tonight (Tonight, tonight)
Tomorrow I'll be fighting
Trouble in the back of my mind (My mind)
I paper over cracks all the time
It's not gonna save me, I don't know why
I've got to feel like I'm deep diving
Drowning in my feels tonight (Tonight, tonight)

Light up, fighting fires
I'm a smoking barrel, in the little hours Away, away, away, oh here we go again

I wanna shut the curtains
I'm feeling so uncertain now
Accidentally, on purpose
I throw in the towel

I'm deep diving
Drowning in my feels tonight (Tonight, tonight)
Tomorrow I'll be fighting
Trouble in the back of my mind (My mind)
I paper over cracks all the time
It's not gonna save me, I don't know why
I've got to feel like I'm deep diving
Drowning in my feels tonight (Tonight, tonight)

Tonight, tonight
Tonight, tonight
Tonight, tonight
Tonight, tonight