Testo Pyroclasm

You talk to me
But still can't see my soul or read my tell
A simple version of myself
Discarded dreams upon this non-existent shelf
Cognizant and back in line, no emotions
Regardless of words I say

I'll never break through We made our scars along the way
But they don't define you

These are the days that I remember
Watching us destroy our own insides
But it's not what I want, it's not what I want
'Cause in the end, this was forever
Pray that we could save ourselves in time
But it's only for me to decide

My lungs have finally gave out on me
So much smoke in the room
I hardly can see your face
And I know that it's difficult
To be anywhere but at home When you choose to give in
Do you finally see her face, alone?

Flat on our backs
We'll never get too far

These are the days that I remember
Watching us destroy our own insides
(Leaving just to feel okay again)
But it's not what I want, it's not what I want
Because, in the end, this was forever
Pray that we could save ourselves in time
But it's only for me to decide

Was it always this way?
The ending is so empty
And we really never get to be who we want
Is this where I belong?
My soul opens for you
But before I learned to love, you were gone
We swear we'd survive, but we severed
And I swear it's just too much for my head
We focus the pain front and center
And I swear it's just too much for my head
(Just one more time)

It's time, I guess it's time to live without you
'Cause I swear, my heart's not beating anymore
It's time, I guess it's time to live without you
'Cause I swear, my heart's not beating anymore